I have been studying you from day one and you have had to make some tough decisions. You are doing what you think is best for your children. I am sorry that you have to let go of Jorge. I know that it kills you. I will pray for you that you will live your life accepting what must be, instead of wishing for what you can't have.

You CAN do it. It IS possible to let go. I know that it will devestate you, but try to focus on making your marriage work, if that is also what your husband wants. I can relate. I can't tell you how, but, just know, you're not alone with your pain. So many of us can't have the love of our lives....though in the end, you could love your husband again, if you give it a chance.

I read this and I don't know what to say...if you married your husband in the temple, doesn't that mean you'll be with him for eternity? But if you don't want to, do you have the freedom to say no?

I don't understand. Why is it so important to have eternal families? All families in God are eternal. And did you know that the Bible says that there are no marriages in heaven?

How did it go with your trip to the bishop? Are you trying to work it out with your husband?

What happened with your trip to see the bishop? I don't believe that your damned. There is such a thing as forgiveness.

i was a few days late when i took my first test-negative.

a week later i took another test-positive.

the sickness and loss of weight could surely mean you are pregnant. however, it could be a stomach virus as well, but i doubt it. wait it out a while and try another test. or, go to the doctor where they can take a blood test.

best of luck either way!!

No...It's not about you, though I could see how some of it would seem so. It's personal and not even the person that I wrote about doesn't know. It will remain a mystery.

Understand that people change and grow. The love that was filled with passion and lust is no longer there for you. You can't be in a relationship with a person you don't have those feelings for. I'm sure you still love him in the sense that you're grateful for your children and the relationship. You owe it to yourself to end it. You also owe it to him and your children. Your children won't be taken away from you because you love someone else. God will forgive you. I know some people won't agree but I think so. Don't be with someone as a favor to them. It's disrespectful. Think it through and then make your decision. Best of luck. I hope it works out in the end for you.

Carolina

Iam really sorry 4 u ! ... I hope u will get through this very soon !

Why can't you be with the one you lust after? Do what makes you happy. Why are you staying with this man? How did you meet your dream man? Well I hope every thing works out. good luck.

Hawaiiguy

Thanks for the comments. That helped!!! Yes, the therapist I was seeing was probably an idiot. My friends know that I've been through, but they make fun of it....I don't think they see that it hurts me when they do so, so I usually storm out, and then they ask me what's wrong? I don't how to make them understand I don't think I can. I'm sorry about what happen to you I can't relate to emotional immaturity, because I always was more mature because of what has happened. About your entry, I wish I could help in anyways, but I can't....sorry....

Also umh....My rape happened in a different country it started when I was 7 till I was 13 then I moved to America, now I'm 18. Is it too late for me to tell the police? do u know?

Thanks again!

Emilie

wow

that really sucks

i dont know what to say

if you are positive positive the new guy is the one

things will be fine. but if he breaks you. youd have to go back.

which might be a problem.

I can relate. I understand the whole thing about intermitent affection. I would love to share thoughts on the subject with you if you would like. drop me a line at danehil2@aol.com. If you feel guilty about what you are doing then you should not do it and just move on with your life. If you are not getting what you need at home and you need to get it some where else stop feeling guilty. we all deserve to be happy. I hope evrything works out. good luck.

Hawaiiguy